nengyu (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} nengyu) wrote,@ 2007-07-11 16:34:00 |
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i am not sure what i can do.
it has been long time, that i sit in front of a computer for 2 and half hours like this. i was trying to write some emails too. but i just cant write anything. i give up, so i switch to livejournal and start writing.
i found out on the internet that tonight in Forte Prenestino social centre (www.forteprenestino.net) will have a conference about china in movement. the night includs spech, playing ping pong and singing kareoke? i am not sure because everything is in italian on their website. but that is what i will do tonight i guess, go there and try to find out what it is.
so i have been in italy for 3 weeks, the plan to learn italian didnt work out so much. i understand very little italian. but i bought a chinese- italian dictionary tho. i found italian book shops are very interesting. there are more authours from different countries, i found many author from japan and china. but i dont read, you know, i dont know what they have writen. so just looking at pictures, i saw some picture on the wall has oriental faces, i guess they are some important writers that i dont know. ahhh, why i am so ignorant and stupid? anyways, neng, stop.
so that you know i cant really speak, or my reasoning is not functioning well these days. oh fuck. my brain just fall on the floor... i have to pick it up, oh oh, no, i just lost my eyes too... i cant see.
yesterday afternoon, i went to a social centre called something like circular artistic but they officially called Ex - Snia Viscosa on 173 Via Prenestina. and i fixed a bicycle. so i can ride it untill i left italy. it is red with white tires, ace. i ride to meet sarah in her university, and take her to the train station to catch a train. she had a headache yesterday. she said to me - i feel like dieing, this is the last day of my life, and this is the last time you can tell me something. so tell me! - and i am silent, dont know what i too say... really i dont know what to say! sorry. i am not a good girlfriend i guess.
then i ride my bike to another social centre called 32. there was gun shot in front of it 2 hours ago before i arrived. so the computer run out of battery i have to go now. neng. really retarted today. or always? shit!
it has been long time, that i sit in front of a computer for 2 and half hours like this. i was trying to write some emails too. but i just cant write anything. i give up, so i switch to livejournal and start writing.
i found out on the internet that tonight in Forte Prenestino social centre (www.forteprenestino.net) will have a conference about china in movement. the night includs spech, playing ping pong and singing kareoke? i am not sure because everything is in italian on their website. but that is what i will do tonight i guess, go there and try to find out what it is.
so i have been in italy for 3 weeks, the plan to learn italian didnt work out so much. i understand very little italian. but i bought a chinese- italian dictionary tho. i found italian book shops are very interesting. there are more authours from different countries, i found many author from japan and china. but i dont read, you know, i dont know what they have writen. so just looking at pictures, i saw some picture on the wall has oriental faces, i guess they are some important writers that i dont know. ahhh, why i am so ignorant and stupid? anyways, neng, stop.
so that you know i cant really speak, or my reasoning is not functioning well these days. oh fuck. my brain just fall on the floor... i have to pick it up, oh oh, no, i just lost my eyes too... i cant see.
yesterday afternoon, i went to a social centre called something like circular artistic but they officially called Ex - Snia Viscosa on 173 Via Prenestina. and i fixed a bicycle. so i can ride it untill i left italy. it is red with white tires, ace. i ride to meet sarah in her university, and take her to the train station to catch a train. she had a headache yesterday. she said to me - i feel like dieing, this is the last day of my life, and this is the last time you can tell me something. so tell me! - and i am silent, dont know what i too say... really i dont know what to say! sorry. i am not a good girlfriend i guess.
then i ride my bike to another social centre called 32. there was gun shot in front of it 2 hours ago before i arrived. so the computer run out of battery i have to go now. neng. really retarted today. or always? shit!
