i'm going to write what happen in last few days.

i finished reading the book vagina monologue this morning. it made me understand a little bit more about the history of Women's movement.

i saw an amazing film called 'mirrormask' last night, after came back from kent. a thoughtful and imaginative film. it is about a girl growing up. it was made in britain in 2005.

i get depressed sometime, because i think i didn't do well enough to communicate.
wasting to much time on thinking if i'm doing the right thing
(thus what i decide to do for new year is going to Glastonbury, and be a proper hippy)



i want to quit smoking because
imayo: you better quit smoking
neng: yeah if i meet somebody i like and she don't want me to smoke i will stop
imayo: you are saying your friends' advices are worth less then the somebody, the special one. and friends like us don't matter.
neng: no i don't mean that...

i miss you, all of you, all of you are all the special ones. sorry i didn't do better to communicate. i will quit smoking because i will start to learn how love you by loving myself first.